Coming later tonight :-p

It truly has been a long time. I am going to begin making an effort to keep this up. I check it daily to read my friends' updates, but I do not update myself...obviously.

Last I updated, (I think) Was after Jake and I had broken up...since then, I've gone to Africa, finished another year of college, and met Rob. I'm only on break now, so I cannot ( Read more... )

Lyrics to Kristy, Are You Doing Okay? :
There’s a moment in time
And it’s stuck in my mind
Way back, when we were just kids

Cause your eyes told the tale
Of an act of betrayal
I knew that somebody did

Oh, waves of time
Seem to wash away
The scenes of our crimes
But for you this never ends

Can you stay strong?
Can you go on?
Kristy are you doing okay?
A rose that ( Read more... )

For as shitty a goodbye as it seemed...I dont think I could've stayed another minute. Even if Robert wasn't in the car, waiting. Although he was not in any way an 'excuse' to use in order to get out of there faster, he was a means of keeping me safe and alive afterwards. I have been dreading this day just as much as I have been anticipating it (for ( Read more... )

If anybody ever asks me again what my favourite novel is, I think I might just answer that it is my own life's story.

It has been a well read book, and I think every literature major, teacher, or professor would appreciate the winding plot and sudden surprise chapters. Maybe they might even be able to connect with the main character, maybe it would ( Read more... )

Im so...hurt. So crushed. So mad....Never will I ever be able to look at myself in the mirror again and not want to break the image staring back at me.

Never will I be able to be proud of myself, my body, my morals, my ethics....I am not smart, I do not know myself as well as I thought I did. And now I've made some not only dangerous, but hurtful ( Read more... )

As I was walking back to the dorm room from the library tonight, it began snowing...and I dont think I minded it so much at all.

It wasnt the typical snow. It wasn't a flurry with bitter cold gusts of wind. It wasn't large snowflakes that fall with such abundance that I feel like I am walking in a blizzard. It was much prettier. Much better. Much ( Read more... )

but when I called yesterday morning, at like, 9 am....I was calling to tell you that I am eternally thankful for you, your friendship, and the memories that I have.

"Where I Stood"

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me, it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don ( Read more... )

I update this more often than you may think.

I'll update tomorrow sometime, maybe...if I'm not a walking zombie and sleeping my life away