Why do you remain, when everyone else has gone?
Why are you still here when the night has turned to dawn?
What is there in me, that keeps you from running away?
What keeps you by my side throughout night and the day?
Why do you still talk, even when I lash out with words?
Why haven't you flown away with the flock of new birds?

There's something ( Read more... )

So friends are forbidden within these walls?
Laughter cannot penetrate these halls?
How long must I suffer your stupid rules?
These, of all, are way too cruel!

You can't get away with this forever,
Can't act as though I'm just a feather,
I won't stand for it, I really won't!
You think prison works, well it don't!

One of these days, I'll break ( Read more... )

...so says Kota at least xD rotfl tooooo funny ( Read more... )

literally. I'm suffering some majour withdrawl here... I want to talk to my man sooo badly... but he's never online anymore and doesn't call me ( Read more... )

What's to think anymore than this ( Read more... )

I really don't even want to update. There's nothing more I can say. I'm in pain... my friends are trying their hardest to cheer me up, but it just isn't working ( Read more... )

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor ( Read more... )

...it hurts. It really hurts right now.
My heart, I mean.

I could say I can't take this (I feel like I can't) but I know God's with me... keeping me one step above insanity. One step a head of failing.
One step forward from screwing up EVERYTHING...
but then again, when you look back on it, what is there left to screw up ( Read more... )

((Phil Joel ( Read more... )

I can no longer sit back and let the world go by,
Because as I sit here and watch and sigh,
I silently whisper prayers to the sky,
Because I cannot stop thinking about that guy.

Whenever I see his gorgeous face ( Read more... )