I logged on today to talk about my breakup with Dario. To put it down that even though the breakup was for the better and I am in fact happier now than when I was with him I still miss him. Today I went to Venice beach by myself. I am so much more accustomed to doing things on my lonesome now. Go to the mall by myself, state parks, etc etc anyway ( Read more... )

So for several months I have been terribly unhappy. I have had several conversations with Dario about how 123 ABC are different and I want it back. But *shrugs shoulders* nothing really changed. Im not sure how long I've known that it was over but I came to the distinct conclusion on June 21st (looked it up on my text messages for documentation ( Read more... )

Oh boy its been awhile. Ok ok... I'm going to try to do this efficiently ( Read more... )

What the hell is wrong with me!!!? Im terribly unhappy and Dario tells me its all in my head. Its like I'm on pins and needles just waiting for him to disappoint me in some way and I'm in tears. The crazy thing is that this has happened with every guy I seriously liked. Luis, Eric, and now him. I was going to break up with him tonight and ( Read more... )

I got back home Tue after spending 3 really good weeks in San Francisco with Dario. We spent every single day together and were apart for maybe an hour or two out of the day. I don't understand how when I get back we have difficulty keeping a conversation. I feel like when I come back to LA he just gives up; feels like he doesn't have a girl ( Read more... )

OK. Its been a long time since I cared enough to do this kind of entry. I was sleeping over at my dad's although this house wasn't his. My dad was sleeping with me and in some way asked me to sleep with him. At first I didn't say anything. With my silence which I guess he took for thinking he placed his hand on the inside of my upper thigh ( Read more... )

Ok I can't sleep. Originally I thought it was because I hadn't spoken to Dario today but we had an hour long conversation like 2 hrs ago aaannnnd I'm still up. Now I can't stop crying. Again, the conversation of where to make a home came up. I mentioned that I want to get my own place so that we would have space to be together but that I have no ( Read more... )

Ok can somebody please explain something to me. I am happier with Dario than I have ever been with another man and yet I still look at other men in prospective mate ways ( Read more... )

Well time has come and past.... Melissa and Dad are home. Our last great adventure took place in Guanacaste on the pacific side of the country and is pretty much a huge Venice beach ( Read more... )

I am back in San Jose, Costa Rica. What what!? Yup! Super happy. This trip is different though- my dad and meli are with me : ) besides that.... which it isn't that its bad... but Im staying at my Tia Lucia's house instead of with Tia Ana and my cousins (environment is different and NO internet which means that talking to Dario or contact with ( Read more... )