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I got back home Tue after spending 3 really good weeks in San Francisco with Dario. We spent every single day together and were apart for maybe an hour or two out of the day. I don't understand how when I get back we have difficulty keeping a conversation. I feel like when I come back to LA he just gives up; feels like he doesn't have a girl friend so its easier just to keep himself at a distance. Yesterday I tried to ask him but he said everything was fine. I don't get it. When we first started the whole dating long distance thing we talked incessantly the entire day. Text, gchat, fb, and on the actual phone. Today and yesterday we have had sparse communication. If I contact him he does answer but its like he has no interest in talking to me and ends the conversation if I don't continuously prod him. It used to bother me and now that I don't have it, its driving me crazy. I liked waking up to a "good morning" text from him. And now I count hours in between my attempts at a conversation so that I don't feel like Im bugging him. Boo