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mmmmm yeah...
so a month since i updated u... lets see whats happened... john and i are iffy.. matt and i are growning strong.. i dont know what to do... i dont know where matt and i stand.....he asked me out.. and i got so freaked out.. but at the same time i kinda want it... just a little bit.... but i really dont know what i want.. my friend justin kinda put ( Read more... ) -
I finally get it.. Seriosuly... I really do
Hey D whats up??? Im sad that im just now realizing what im really doing..just reading over past entries and thinking about it... Im not crazy for Justice... I wasnt crazy for Martin... and all the other guys I think that i really really like.....Im just trying to fill a void.... a void of wanting to always be the center of attention in a mans eye ( Read more... ) -
ummm ok
Hey D what is up? nothing much here. Bought food for the house..and cleaned up thats really all i did today... I feel like the world of Liquid Planet is closing in on me..everyday that i dont work i feel like shit and all i want to do is sleep.... Eh... i guess maybe the foods i eat and all that stuff could play a part in it....OMG ok so friday ( Read more... ) -
I'm Going CraZy!!
Hey whats up D?!?!?! ok well alexander is in the other room screamin his eyes out...as im pulling my hair out... OMG..all freakin night.... i cant take it.... i wanna cry.... "if u cant beat them..then join them" right??!?! yeah well martin and i are suppose to go to this freakin muppet movie today.. it sounds so gay.. i just wish i would have said ( Read more... ) -
Here i go again
omg ok so matt and i were talking about our new years right.. soo why the fuck did get jealous when he starting talking about the girls.... so i decided as of tonight..im not gonna talk to him.. its not healthy.... im so bad....yeah shoot me -
I love u Journal!!
I wish i could write in you more but.. i never have time to... Anyways. i just have to say that right now alexander is so cute.. hes passed out in his swing, drooling, snoring, its so freakin cute i love it! yeah i go to work tomorrow..its kool i like working... i get out the house, i get to make money, AND people have already tried to hit on me! i ( Read more... ) -
Why am I awake?
So I started this new diet.. and yeah it sucks.. but im GOING to lose this weight no matter what... seriously... Olivia and I hung out today.. it was nice.. hopefully i can get drunk tomorrow night... that would be nice.. to get away from the house!! ill call corissa too and she what she is up to! WOO HOO!! PARTY.. Marty wants to go to a haunted ( Read more... ) -
Man O Man
Holy shit D!! I missed u so!! wow its been forever and a day!! i was reading my past entries and to say that ive changed is a freakin under statement.. if someone told me a year ago that this is what my life would have been like i would have laughed in their face... o and another thing... in my previous entries.. damn i was one of those girls that ( Read more... ) -
hang overs suck ass
eh.... i have a hang over and its not cool at all... i gotta go out to tremont and get some shit but after that im gonna lay down and watch the night through a closed eye vision. i miss corissa soo much!! sammie and i got soo fucked up last night.. well she had every right to!!rob is a fuckin hairy asshole... i pray that she just gets away from him ( Read more... )