Why am I awake?
So I started this new diet.. and yeah it sucks.. but im GOING to lose this weight no matter what... seriously... Olivia and I hung out today.. it was nice.. hopefully i can get drunk tomorrow night... that would be nice.. to get away from the house!! ill call corissa too and she what she is up to! WOO HOO!! PARTY.. Marty wants to go to a haunted house this weekend? fuck that shit... he better pay for me.... lol LIKE A PIMP.. lol jk Im a mommy now I cant do that kind of stuff.. alexander is soo freakin cute... he just melts my heart.. seriously..... i love his smile and laugh.. he will look u in the eyes and just start smiling its the sweetest thing...I need a car.. i feel like im at this hault in my life.. it sucks.. hopefully my mom can help me out!! if not for me than for her grandson.. which she hasnt bought or even see his birth