I finally get it.. Seriosuly... I really do
Hey D whats up??? Im sad that im just now realizing what im really doing..just reading over past entries and thinking about it... Im not crazy for Justice... I wasnt crazy for Martin... and all the other guys I think that i really really like.....Im just trying to fill a void.... a void of wanting to always be the center of attention in a mans eye...always.....I think that i like these guys and that the grass is greener on the other side... but really its just me being a lil hoochie... and just wanting attention on the side of what i already have..... it makes me feel so dirty now that i think about it.... but the big question is.... WHAT THE HELL DO THESE GUYS WANT FROM ME???? seriously...they know they arent getting in my pants so what do they want.... Justice is hard to read.... i dont know.... well I know martin want sex.... lol yeah right.... Id rather fuck a donkey....hahaha whatever... talk to ya lata dude!