I'm Going CraZy!!
Hey whats up D?!?!?! ok well alexander is in the other room screamin his eyes out...as im pulling my hair out... OMG..all freakin night.... i cant take it.... i wanna cry.... "if u cant beat them..then join them" right??!?! yeah well martin and i are suppose to go to this freakin muppet movie today.. it sounds so gay.. i just wish i would have said no... i dont want him to try and fuckin touch me......or kiss me.. hes so fuckin gross... i guess i miss his friendship..a little... but everything else he has to offer.. SUCKS!! hahahahah OMG I love matt!!! (as a friend corissa) lol im smiling right now just thinking about him.. but today we got into this weird kinda argument....guess what it was about.... Guess....well all i can say is that hes starting get jealous of john... well... this is prob. when i should take a step back and look at the relationship that me and him are developing.... i could never see myself dating him though...we talk EVERY DAY... i see him EVERY DAY that hes in town..but i cant really see myself dating him.. its just too weird..Come on.. He asked me to be his Valentine and i got creeped out..... haha its just refreshing to meet a guy whos not trying to get in my pants... wait.. that made me sound so stupid..and cocky... which im not... OMG ALEXANDER... BE QUITE!!!! I just wish he would go to sleep...anyways...I need to get serious about losing weight.. I always say i am but its not working.. it sucks... u know what else sucks.... MY PERIOD IS LATE!!! john says if i dont have it by Jan. 26 then we are going to planned parent hood... now u see all the stuff that driving me insane..????? HELP!!