I AM SO FUCKED!!!! I HATE THIS SHIT. I'M NOT WAITING AROUND FOR ANYONE ELSE ANYMORE. I'M TAKING CARE OF MY SHIT, EVERYONE ELSE CAN FIGURE IT ALL OUT THEMSELVES.

So, yea. Things blow nothing goes good. I fight all the time and I cry when noone looks. I'm just a whiney brat though. I was incrediably happy for a little while but I never told anyone until it was too late. I know I can't get what I want right now but I'm afraid that if I don't get it right now I'll never get anything. I did however make a ( Read more... )

   Have you ever for no actual reason gotten really depressed?  Like a strange accumulation of things just wears you down and out.  Everything you say somes out wrong.  You mean to talk in a way to share your feelings and thoughts and all u get is called a bitch and selfish.  The only thing you really want is the respect and privacy that you give ( Read more... )

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Colieolie

Does anyone actually listen to me when I talk or does it all just go right in one ear and out the other? No I don't think it even does that it circles your head til u forget why my mouth was moving.

I don't know where to start. I don't know where to end. There is a whirlwind of anger, compassion, rage, sadness, and bliss all rolled into one and I have no idea what's going on. For once in my life I've totally commited my life to being the responsible adult I need to be to succed in life. Yet I'm still carrying a ball and chain on my leg. I ( Read more... )

Kindness

Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that ( Read more... )

Your Social Dysfunction:
Normal

Being average in terms of how social you are, as well as the amount of self-esteem you have, you're pretty much normal. Good on you.


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The Picto-Personality Test


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I realized something yesterday. I'm never going to find someone to show me affection the way I want them to. I'm way too much of a bitch. I want my way as the only way. I mean I do make exceptions and try to be as understanding as I can and there for everyone all of the time but the people I love the most are the ones I hate the most. I mean ( Read more... )