woow, my lj was acting weird for awhile there, and before that it was due to me being on myspace. Yes, I've been bitten by the myspace bug. Anywho, I am alive and well and super super busy, I never get any real time to do anything, hmm, Justin we need to get together, Carol, I need to call you more, CELESTE I NEED TO CALL YOU PERIOD XD! Alison I ( Read more... )

You took my hand and showed me how. You promised me you'd be around. I took your words, and I believed in everything you said to me. If someone had said that in 3 years from now, you'd be long gone. I'd stand up and punch them out, cause they're all wrong, I know better, because you said forever, and ever...who knew ( Read more... )

*smiles gently and tosses aside her hair* 
*over looks the night setting from her window*

Peaceful. Its a nice feeling. Im going to be ok in the end. Ashes to ashes, and dust to dust....*blows up ashes into the air and dusts her hands off*

Theres nothing like Thanksgiving to bring out the best in people. Ok, Thanksgiving and Christmas (woohoo! 22 ( Read more... )

Calm down Carol o_o

I dont have any pictures. I didnt ever have time to buy a camera, but Rachels mom took pictures and she said shed get doubles and give me the copies. Let me repeat again. I DONT HAVE PICTURES

*fights off anxious mobs with a small stick*

It all happened too quick for me to take pictures. When they went to check her dialation she ( Read more... )

So tomorrow Im officially on my own for good ( Read more... )

Im going to be direct. As direct as I can be. I care not in sparing feelings. But Im too exhausted to rant and rave. So you're going to be spared some ( Read more... )

So tonight. So I lied. Are you the now or never kind? In a day, any day love, Im going to be gone for good again. Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight? Heres a toast to all those who hear me all too well. Heres to the nights we felt alive. Heres to the tears you knew you'd cry. Heres to goodbye, tomorrows gonna come too soon.

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The wedding was BEAUTIFUL! I cried, and I cried and I cried! When Im done with this update, I will post the pictures. Carol has never looked as beautiful, as she did on that day. Words just simply can not express the absolute joy that overwhelmed my heart as I watched her stand before God and offer her heart and soul to that man. It was like I ( Read more... )

Where do you go when the day is long ( Read more... )