Aug 18, 2006 22:50
Im going to be direct. As direct as I can be. I care not in sparing feelings. But Im too exhausted to rant and rave. So you're going to be spared some.
Courtney. Here recently you've been attempting to contact me. Why I dont know. Which is a very good question. Why? I have made peace with the bullshit that went on in 9th grade, well, for the most part. Anyway. I told you, what was it? A year ago now? That I would rather just have nothing to do with you than put up with the CONSTANT drama. Something was always wrong or I had always done something wrong. I would constantly complain to Sean that I just wanted it to end. So he told me to cut off the main source of the problem. And I did! And Im happy!
Our entire frienship was constantly on the rocks. What happened in our past lives doesnt have to directly relate to our current lives. You do know that we arent family any more for a reason. A very good reason. Do you know what that reason is? YOU SOLD ME OUT COURTNEY. You were the first spark in a chain events that got me BEHEADED. Now. Im not here to call out your previous transgressions, especially when it comes to relationships. Im not here to call you every name in the book. Deep down somewhere though I would LOVE to. But it would just start another fight. My life is peaceful now. My life is going very very well. It sounds like yours is going better as well. Thats good. Im sounding way way too nice. I think its the fact that I've taken Nyquill. Dont take this message as a welcome mat. I dont like you. I dont like you at all. You've done this to yourself. Carol and I arent friends with you for a reason. YOU. DID. THIS. TO. YOURSELF.
I feel slightly bad for posting this. Because you werent rude to me when you msg'd me. I guess that's why this isnt a big, ranting and raving. I really dont know what to say to you without being too nice or being too mean. Um. Yea.