Comments | carnivalnights: This was a long time coming...

carnivalnights

This was a long time coming...

Oct 02, 2006 21:56

Feel free to ignore this boring, long-winded entry. It is really just me releasing a lot of feelings I have not written about lately ( Read more... )

family, friendship, father, depression, life, relationships

Comments 24

darkestfaerie October 3 2006, 03:38:33 UTC

Hey!
I'm sorry things suck for you but even if we dont talk at all anymore ( why is this?) you still RAWK. You can Email me anytime to vent.
Blackrosebrambles@gmail.com
Hugs and love,
Carolina

carnivalnights October 10 2006, 03:28:33 UTC

I know! I guess we sort of just stopped e-mailing each other. I don't have much online time, LiveJournal included, but feel free to e-mail me anytime. I still like the whole idea of e-pals. ;)

Thank you for your kind words. I appreciate the offer and just may take you up on that.

Also, I love your SFU icon. ♥

darkestfaerie November 12 2006, 05:18:10 UTC

hey!
sorry it took me a while to get back to ya. I dont have your email anymore but I love the epal thing. If you give me your addy I'll email you first.
And its cool that your busy I am too. I am rarely online either. But we still have tons in common!
Love,
Carolina

starcinders October 3 2006, 03:42:41 UTC

all my love to you.

*HUGS*

neblinita October 3 2006, 03:51:51 UTC

I adore you. Please take care of yourself.

carnivalnights October 10 2006, 03:29:58 UTC

Thank you, doll. I will try my best. ♥

freyis October 3 2006, 03:59:54 UTC

*hug*

I'm feeling the same way myself.

If you're still up and feel like talking, I'm online at the moment.

carnivalnights October 10 2006, 03:30:57 UTC

Sorry I wasn't still up. I sent you an e-mail though, at your Yahoo address. *hugs* ♥

shadow_syren October 3 2006, 04:00:56 UTC

i feel i can relate to a lot of what you're going through, especially the family issues and suffocated by school feelings. i am really sorry to have witnessed what went on between you and her, and i still sincerely hope that you both can settle differences and get through this. fights are hard, i've had many with close friends and it has torn me apart, but also made us stronger when we got through it. good luck and i hope things get better for you. *hug*

carnivalnights October 10 2006, 03:34:18 UTC

Well, I'm sorry you can relate but it's nice to know I'm not alone in feeling this way. I really do feel like just going to sleep and not waking up for about a year right now. Yes, that was pretty brutal and I am sorry you had to witness it. That is why I deleted all of my comments. I just wanted to forget about it and not pollute your journal. I think we are in a better place now; we talked about it and sort of made up, thankfully. I don't know if anything will change or not though. My track record with friends is horrible. I've had tons of friends but they have all, in the end, stabbed me in the back. Even the nicest ones who were level-headed and generally good people. It usually happens out of nowhere without explanation. And ironically, my friendships usually last 7-10 years or more, so it's even more devastating. :\

Thank you for your kind words. *hug*