Okay, so here is what I am learning: I give too much. I expect too much. And I am horribly bad at friendships because of it ( Read more... )

I cannot do this anymore. Seriously. I have had enough. Everything is so messed up right now and it keeps getting worse. I feel like every time I try to catch my balance, the volcano erupts again. What will it take to catch a break ( Read more... )

Sometimes, when one part of your life is a mess, the other parts do not seem to even matter. Happiness is never consistent. We always need sadness to counterbalance; we need the bad to truly appreciate the good. But in order to feel content, there has to be one or more parts of our lives going well at the same time. Unfortunately for me, this is ( Read more... )

... you ain't seen nothin' yet ( Read more... )

Man, I cannot catch a break. It is actually becoming funny, all this drama. When the hell am I going to be able to write a positive journal entry againTonight my uncle showed up here drunk out of his mind. His alcoholism has been worse lately, I guess because the holidays are coming up. I never should have let him in but he said he was just coming ( Read more... )

Feel free to ignore this boring, long-winded entry. It is really just me releasing a lot of feelings I have not written about lately ( Read more... )

Despite the fact that they are my family, I have a hard time understanding why they just expect me to be there on Mother's Day. I have respect for the mothers in our family (there are only three, and one lives in Germany), but I have respect for my own too. If Mother's Day is about honouring your mother, the place I should be during this day is at ( Read more... )