I cannot do this anymore. Seriously. I have had enough. Everything is so messed up right now and it keeps getting worse. I feel like every time I try to catch my balance, the volcano erupts again. What will it take to catch a break ( Read more... )

I just asked my father for favour and he used the phrase, "No problem." I have never heard those two words leave his mouth, one after another. It is usually just the first word ( Read more... )

My father just told me that I make it really hard to love me and care about me ( Read more... )

Sometimes Most of the time, I just want to turn around and ask my father, "Did you take a wrong turn somewhere in life and stumble into Bad Parenting 101?" It takes a lot of skill to perfect this kind of bad parenting. Honestly. After almost every argument I have, I am left wondering two things ( Read more... )

My father, while on vacation, bought a freaking timeshare in Mexico! On a whim. After only being there for a week. (He has no money to help me out with my tuition but $10,000 for [half] a timeshare [his girlfriend is also paying $10,000]? Interesting ( Read more... )

I had a dream that my father finally 'discovered' and admitted to his anger/rage management problem. Haha. He was all confused and baffled when his girlfriend pointed it out to him, but then suddenly he said, "Wow. Maybe I really am out of control."

Keep dreaming? Yeah, I know.

My heart is in knots. I have no idea what to do. I think it is safe to say that I am living with an animal abuser ( Read more... )

So, things have been extremely busy lately but I figured I would try to provide some updates on the situation. (I have been under so much stress trying to deal with this and everything else that I had about five or six ulcers in my mouth for days. Painful as hell ( Read more... )

So, he did it. My father finally assaulted me. He came lunging at me, grabbing me tightly by the wrists. I dropped the glass I was holding and tried to run away, he chased me, he grabbed my wrists again and grabbed my shirt collar, choking me, slammed me up against a wall and would not let me go. I was screaming at the top of my lungs while he ( Read more... )

Feel free to ignore this boring, long-winded entry. It is really just me releasing a lot of feelings I have not written about lately ( Read more... )