Okay, so here is what I am learning: I give too much. I expect too much. And I am horribly bad at friendships because of it ( Read more... )

I cannot do this anymore. Seriously. I have had enough. Everything is so messed up right now and it keeps getting worse. I feel like every time I try to catch my balance, the volcano erupts again. What will it take to catch a break ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really have no idea what the point is. Excuse me for playing victim, but I feel like I spend most of my life not getting what I deserve or having my character and appearance assassinated. I feel like I am constantly defending myself or trying to explain myself. I feel like there are too many people who want to fill the position of ( Read more... )

See, I kind of figured this would happen so I kept my mouth shut. But now I just need to write.

The friend in this post started talking to me again. After all that, he approached me and said he wanted to give the friendship another try. I was obviously very happy, but I made sure the decision was his and his alone. He assured me it was not out of ( Read more... )

Okay, what the fuck is going on?! Another ten-year friendship of mine just ended ( Read more... )

Someone who once hurt me to a severe degree made me cry happy tears today ( Read more... )

Sometimes, when one part of your life is a mess, the other parts do not seem to even matter. Happiness is never consistent. We always need sadness to counterbalance; we need the bad to truly appreciate the good. But in order to feel content, there has to be one or more parts of our lives going well at the same time. Unfortunately for me, this is ( Read more... )

I love when someone is dedicated enough to sit outside of a subway station just so they do not have to stop texting me. ♥

Feel free to ignore this boring, long-winded entry. It is really just me releasing a lot of feelings I have not written about lately ( Read more... )

Me: Maybe we're just not meant to be friends.
Him: I think we can. It's just that every time we talk, I don't always want to spill every thought and secret ( Read more... )