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sleep disturbances
Last night I experienced a kind of sleep disturbance that was new to me and very off putting. after waking up to let the dog out (normal) i went back to bed. normally i am able to drop right back off to sleep with no problems. but last night i was plagued with anxious, uncontrollable thoughts....fractured but on repeat.....like i couldn't stop ( Read more... ) -
Internal Debate - not trans related
i tried to cancel christmas this year, i'm not christian and not a believer. however, having grown up "culturally christian" i have a great fondness for the carols and the decorations and the presents and the warm cozy comforting feeling that christmas is to me. i wanted to cancel it because it felt hypocritical to participate in this event ( Read more... ) -
Flea Market for Fat Queers
Clean Out Your Closet for a Great Fat Cause ( Read more... ) -
anxious-avoidance - dealt with
A couple of weeks ago, I got a handwritten letter in the mail addressed to my old name ( Read more... ) -
Done with another year, moving on
yesterday i cleaned out my classroom and said goodbye to my colleagues of the last two years ( Read more... ) -
Friday 5
1. What bad habits do you have ( Read more... ) -
Letting it in
I'm just sitting for a minute letting it all in ( Read more... ) -
Winding down, looking forward
The school year is winding down. I am getting ready to start interviewing my butt off to get a new position for the fall. If everything goes well and I land a great job, I will continue my teaching career in a supportive environment in a district that does not crush the life out of it's new teachers ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Passing Time
I do math. Long Division, factoring, puzzles.
seriously.
that or word games, like I'll pick a word from the lecture/meeting and then try to make as many words as possible from it.