i'm not okay, so i'm not going to pretend to be. i wouldn't expect to be either. but i am calm and able to think clearly, and that is a huge improvement. i have decided i need help with some things. i tried to call the counciling center this morning, only to learn that they have changed their phone number since it was last posted on the website ( Read more... )

at least i took care of one thing that's been needlessly hanging over my head for far too long ( Read more... )

there's a lot of love in this family

yay for liz ( Read more... )

while not everything is better,
some things are ok,
and that's what's important right now.
friends come first in my book,
and if i have them, i think i can get through the rest.
not easily,
not painlessly,
but i think i can make it.

i hope we all can.

another night ( Read more... )

now i know i can address a situation in our building
calmly
even after being woken up in the middle of the night
no matter how obnoxious people get

maybe bruce is right... maybe i do have a calming effect

in other news:

*my room is now "a little more organized" than the old rooms (you know, the pi hole and (LK)^2)
...a little my ass

*paying for my ( Read more... )

life has been non-stop since i got to campus 3 weeks ago ( Read more... )

for those who don't have 18 minutes to sit and listen to me babble, here's the summary of the voice post ( Read more... )

last time i made a declaration of habit change on here, it worked ( Read more... )