I went into melt down mode last night. I'm so worried about Dominic Gravina, my head feels like it's spinning sometimes. I barely know him and his accident put a damper on my spirits. Adam knows the story so there was no point in going over all that shit with him over again so I went to the next closest to me, my shoulder to cry on so to speak... I ( Read more... )

 It amazes me what used to seem like such a big deal or such a horrible thing we can look at now and laugh ( Read more... )

I'm happy. I'm happier than I thought I would ever be. When I'm with him my world feels perfect and secure and I am safe. I am so safe that I can fall asleep in his arms and have the most peaceful, tranquil dreams anybody could have. I love him. I love him with all of my being. He's amazing and sweet and charming and funny and a great guy. He's ( Read more... )

Gawd it's been forever.
I forgot about this thing for a loooooong time. Holy crap.
Things are..better. Much better.
Feb~Adam and I got back together..the 3rd. we ended up goin to scotts for the superbowl party thing, buncha snow days, him and I spent the night there twice. Very interesting. He's the first guy to ever surpise me with his actions. ( Read more... )

Soooo yeah
Today was my first day with my classes switched around on blue days
I have Robin in 3rd, 5th, 7th & 8th now rofl. Poor girl.
I sit next to Adam in 7th.. Go figure.
I don't have to do anything yet so I just sit there while Muschong dictates
I had this like panic attack thing..
I was trembling..
I kinda cowered away from him, too
Then, I dunno, ( Read more... )

Okay, so the last entry was kinda pointless....
Adam & I broke up
Him and Stephanie started dating yesterday
Kasey & I went over there and we watched Varsity Blues
Jake is now my favorite lol.
I am over my shyness with talking to Josh I guess
Adam and I had a talk..
I told him sometimes I think him and Pete get together and plot how they're gonna fuck ( Read more... )

Amila and I had this talk last night after I got off the phone with Adam..
He's so.. Nice, and sweet, and cute. It blows my mind that I ended up with him and it's only been a few days.. and just.. I don't know.. half the things he says if any other guy said it I would be like "oooooh great, another sweet talker.. Just what I need" and I told him ( Read more... )

Things are getting better.
Much better.
The Hayloft concert was so much better than I thought it would be
TNR should've won, they were 100x better than those stupid emo bitches!
Kaos was good too. 11 year old drummers are awesome.
Spent the night at Kasey's Grandmas with Kasey & Amy
Long Night.
Very fun though.
The next day was pretty fun.
Stopped at Amanda ( Read more... )

The days are going by quickly now..
I start forgeting where in the week I am so I started marking off the calander as a reminder.
Yesterday was kinda rough.
First time in the entire time I've known him, I saw him keep a frown the entire time I was near him.
I felt useless. I felt like I was the worst friend ever.
Only because I couldn't make him even ( Read more... )

Amy gave me a F ( Read more... )