I want to walk the streets of Rome until the sun comes up. I want to spend all day watching the people make their wishes in the Trevi fountain, 20c for a wish and a prayer. I want to walk by the river so late at night the only noise is the water. I want to fall in love with the stars all over again ( Read more... )

I sometimes wonder what is wrong with me, I mean I can be fine one minute and the next I am crying my eyes out and feeling utterly depressed, or feeling nothing at all. the depressed thing I can handle I guess I mean everyone has down days right? but the whole numb thing is not good and I dont know how to stop it or how to stop what causes it or ( Read more... )

Things Katie Likes
Amy<3 she makes me happy
Jimmy Eat World I am on such a JEW kick right now they make me think of happy summer nights spend in the fields and bus rides home from fun times in Dublin
Deryck <3 I heart him, he keeps me sane lately
The Perks of being a Wallflower my god that book is amazing, I wish I could write something like that
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You are the sun and I am the moon, you are my source of light, I die in your brilliance

was any of it real?

dear friend ( Read more... )

It's 01.27 and I am thinking of you Why I must do this to myself is beyond me. I want to be free of this crippling doubt. I want hear what is said and not what is left unsaid. Your words are like poetry. I want to feel them and feel nothing but scincerity. I'm trying to remember the last time I actually felt that. Time was a word from you and I ( Read more... )

I was starting to be there again ( Read more... )

I am very very sick, havent gotten out of the bed in2 days, this is not the start to 2006 that I was looking for but hey cant be helped I guess. So yes I havent made any resoutions this year because I never keep them but thinking I am going to attempt to work harder in school, well in every asect of my life I guess. for the next 6 months I need to ( Read more... )

So I ended up having an awesome birthday thanks to some awesome friends things really hugely went downhill from there but well whats the point in feeling shit? its just depressing and doesn't change anything