And I won't see you tonight so I can keep from going insane...
I was starting to be there again.
I was finally getting back to that place that I lost a while ago.
That place that wasn't so scary
That place where I allowed myself to think maybe just maybe I was wrong and things would work out.
I was borderline happy again.
Stupid fucking me.
Guess I should stop fooling myself
Why would I ever think that something would go my way?
Why would I be so stupid as to let myself think that there was a tiny chance I was good enough for anything or anyone?
And the prize for last place and stupidity goes to Katie once again.
Congradulations.
I was finally getting back to that place that I lost a while ago.
That place that wasn't so scary
That place where I allowed myself to think maybe just maybe I was wrong and things would work out.
I was borderline happy again.
Stupid fucking me.
Guess I should stop fooling myself
Why would I ever think that something would go my way?
Why would I be so stupid as to let myself think that there was a tiny chance I was good enough for anything or anyone?
And the prize for last place and stupidity goes to Katie once again.
Congradulations.