Feb 16, 2006 15:55
Things Katie Likes
Amy<3 she makes me happy
Jimmy Eat World I am on such a JEW kick right now they make me think of happy summer nights spend in the fields and bus rides home from fun times in Dublin
Deryck <3 I heart him, he keeps me sane lately
The Perks of being a Wallflower my god that book is amazing, I wish I could write something like that
Nostalgia I am so immersed in memories right now and am looking back on old times with such fondness
the future I am getting so excited for the Summer. I want a moment this summer where I can say "and in the moment, we were infinite"
collegeLaying on my bed this morning I looked at my room and I realised that in 6 months which will fly by, I will be packing up this room and moving into a place of my own for the first time. It was such a weird but happy feeling
Things Katie does not like
The Irish Postal System I want my goddam package. I want to smell that smell again and see that handwriting and see the sweet words and not miss him so much for 5 minutes
Apathy Someone please make me care about the mocks, seriously, I want to study more but I am just not arsed, maybe if I do badly it will motivate me. I hope so because right now I cant see myself getting the grades I know I am capable of getting
Missing Jo I miss her so much, I just want to hang out with her again and hug her and be reminded that soon we will be a lot closer again. I cant rememebr the last time I had a real conversation with her.
Being sad I am horribly depressed today and I don't know why
Numbness Contradiction I know, but I am debating whether I am actually feeling sad, or feeling anything at all. I really wish I could tell the difference because right now everything just seems so pointless
Yvonne She is just annoying me so much lately, every little thing is just getting on my nerves. she is not funny she is annoying
My complete lack of appetite Even though I am hungry and know I should be eating I cant stomach any more than 2 bites of food...