Oh instincts are missleading, you shouldn't think what you're feeling...

[broken_emptines]

I sometimes wonder what is wrong with me, I mean I can be fine one minute and the next I am crying my eyes out and feeling utterly depressed, or feeling nothing at all. the depressed thing I can handle I guess I mean everyone has down days right? but the whole numb thing is not good and I dont know how to stop it or how to stop what causes it or

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[anonymous]

:/ I had no idea you were feeling this way. We need to talk about Katie things more often than we talk about Jana things, okay?

I've never anything to say and it sounds like you've a lot more to say than me.

It sounds kinda Bipolar to me :/ being ecstatic one minute and being in floods of tears the next. And I think you'v become too dependant on that person. :/

Come talk to me soonish. I miss our rambleys.

Love you xoxo

[broken_emptines]

that person hasnt been around all week, he just picked a bad night to show up on lol it jsut happens sometimes and I have nothing to really say about it as it is happening because its just I only feel blah nothing else really and already doing better I promise *hugs*
Love you too xoxoxo

[anonymous]

I really hope you are doing better 'Roo, I'll try to be more gentle on you , no wait where would be the fun it that. But I will keep checking on you and I am sending big brotherly hugs to you now and whenever you need them, take care luv

xoxox

[broken_emptines]

I am indeed doing better Prettyboy, keeping busy helps a lot and well I have a sweet brother on hand to make me smile, especially when he doesnt go easy on me :) love those hugs too