1. Even though we haven't spoken in about a year, I still catch myself thinking about you. Asking people how you are. Wondering how your life is and trying to look at your myspace. I know we both fucked up and when you called me on my birthday, my first move was to ignore the call. But a few moments later, I thought... why the fuck not? And I ( Read more... )

No one will read this. We live every day and then we die. There you have it. One sentence summarizing what it is that you will ultimately accomplish in this world... doing the things you're doing, and following the path you're following. But don't you think, that although we are all equal in the face of death, although we will all meet the same ( Read more... )

For some reason, I always end up coming back here. My emotional outlet. Well, right now, I'm not really leaking anything but happiness, but let me get back to you about that later cause I have a lot of reading in the next three hours. BYE!

The last time I posted on this fagget was to rant about people [specifically, two] that are fake and loser-ish. Now, I'm back to rant about.... well... about nothing, really. There's this refugee sleeping on my bed, wrapped in my bright covers, and I need to be asleep to leave to Tampa in one hour and a half, but guess what? I'm awake! Awake and ( Read more... )

It seems like people actually PRIDE themselves and TRY to look like socially-challenged, fake, egotistical stones [for lack of a better word.]

You're all pretty gay, I saaayzz.

And boy, am I confused. I mean, this was.. wow. You know when you go on thinking about a person a certain way and then something crazy happens and it shakes the foundations of that you thought about that person? Lmfao, that doesn't even begin to describe how I feel. Right now, I'm feeling surprisingly up beat... for a girl who's just had her heart ( Read more... )

I've just noticed that this LJ has been discovered by a lot of people. I guess I don't really mind... I guess.. I guess that I guess. lol.

So, I don't understand why this kid likes me so damned much. Why Willy loves me so much. I don't want to sound completely negative, but wow. I mean, both of them could do so much better. I have such a negative ( Read more... )

For some reason, people [people my age, atleast] are bored with everything they are seeing. Constant change, that's the key. It's my key, atleast. If you produce a piece of genuine art, an expression of your thought, and depiction of your feelings, the little moths we call teenagers will run in awe toward the warm glow that is your creation.

Anyway ( Read more... )

Alright, here I am at home. Single. Lol. I really miss him, Jesus. It sucks. But I'm still happier than ever. Does this make sense? Oh the twirly world of teenage-dom. lol ( Read more... )

I just basically feel like I've lost all of my friends. How am I supposed to get used to this? I've lost my friends to the tide of new things drowning my life. I've lost all the fun I had last summer, the funnest. I've become that type of person who abandons her friends for her boyfriend, and all cause... I'm just so damn weak minded. There's a big ( Read more... )