STRENGTH IN COMMUNICATION.
Alright, here I am at home. Single. Lol. I really miss him, Jesus. It sucks. But I'm still happier than ever. Does this make sense? Oh the twirly world of teenage-dom. lol.
So I don't know. I guess I've done all I need to do and put all of my thoughts in order. Now I'm just going to wait for something amazing to happen. Something completely and utterly out of the ordinary. I want to make peace. This is the last thing I need to do. I've made peace with Alex to the point that we're actually chatting on the phone again, laughing. Jazz... well, that's something different and weird and he called me and I was alright with it, so I guess, on some weird level, that's making peace. Now Willy. That's a challenge. Willy hates the fuck out of me. What shall I do? I think we're OK too. Even though I was shaking today when I gave him the bag full of his stupid presents. I was like, ahhh? lol. Anyway. If I didn't really care about him, I wouldn't be contacting him so much. I JUST WANT PEACE, GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.
Had a good time with Becky today. I watched Chicken Little. It was so stupid. I fucking hated it. What a disgrace to Disney movies! Aliens in animal towns? Wait, is this what it was even about.
Silent Hill.... phew.
Ok.
So I don't know. I guess I've done all I need to do and put all of my thoughts in order. Now I'm just going to wait for something amazing to happen. Something completely and utterly out of the ordinary. I want to make peace. This is the last thing I need to do. I've made peace with Alex to the point that we're actually chatting on the phone again, laughing. Jazz... well, that's something different and weird and he called me and I was alright with it, so I guess, on some weird level, that's making peace. Now Willy. That's a challenge. Willy hates the fuck out of me. What shall I do? I think we're OK too. Even though I was shaking today when I gave him the bag full of his stupid presents. I was like, ahhh? lol. Anyway. If I didn't really care about him, I wouldn't be contacting him so much. I JUST WANT PEACE, GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.
Had a good time with Becky today. I watched Chicken Little. It was so stupid. I fucking hated it. What a disgrace to Disney movies! Aliens in animal towns? Wait, is this what it was even about.
Silent Hill.... phew.
Ok.