I'm over him as a boyfriend... I don't want to be in a relationship with him. I miss the physical aspects but the truth of the matter is that his view of me was so different from who I am that it would be too hard for him to see the real me. At one point I really thought he saw ME... that he had this insight so quickly that it seemed no one else ( Read more... )

My heart still hurts. Logically, I know I'll be fine but still, all the good memories I have of us playback on repeat and it's hard to know that those will never be... all the hopes I had of us together, plans to go to Hawaii, go canoeing on the lake... all those will never come to pass. I think of the smiles he gave me through his eyes and the ( Read more... )

I'm single. We're broken up. There's not much I can say. I said my piece... oh well.

I'm really trying to give him his space... the thing I just don't know is if we're actually together or not. Is it okay to see other people? Does he still want to spend a night with me ( Read more... )

So I talked to the boy today... we may or may not be breaking up. He said he wanted to take a break and kind of do his own thing... I asked if that meant he wanted to break up. He didn't give me a straight answer at first and then said he guessed so. I told him I wanted to talk about it. We talked a bit about the relationship and why he wanted ( Read more... )

I am typing this again from my phone. I don't like the keyboard on it. But, continuing on... I am a fool ( Read more... )

i am typing this from my phone so excuse any typos and other errors ( Read more... )

So the boyfriend and I are still ok... I think. I just came back from a weekend in New York City with the parents. Mom and Dad are in town (Mom has been in town for the past couple weeks already) and we had a memorial service to attend for the weekend. The past week I pretty much spent every moment I could with the boyfriend... waking up in each ( Read more... )

Let me update you with some drama... but I'll just give you the short little snippets ( Read more... )

Last night was yet another crisis for me. Sort of. Asian guy and I had an argument of sorts. It's complicated. Let me explain the situation ( Read more... )