Look at my wrist, boy, look at the veins beneath the skin. I tell you they've never been pierced before. So be careful, yeah?, go easy on me now.

there's a kid who had a big hallucination
making love to girls in the magazines
he wonders if you're sleeping with your new-found faith
could anybody love him- or was it just a crazy dream?

if I show you ( Read more... )

Ik heb hier geen zin in, denk ik nog.

"Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and all we've been through" op bierviltjes, tot kwart voor vier in Plein, een hele werkdag zonder te werken in een kroeg - wacht, podiumcafé.

Ik huilde niet. Jij was twee uur te laat, en boos, van streek omdat je op mijn open schrijfblok een stukje met de titel KUTAUTISTEN zag ( Read more... )

The vampire is focused on his best friend's guitar, licking and riffing away with it. Said best friend is on holiday, we're visiting to make sure W.,  their daughter (ferret) is alright, and to give her her medicine.

The best friend is a nice enough girl with a racist mother who hates me, a saxophone, bass guitar, guitar, lots and lots of junk in ( Read more... )

If she hadn't been one of my best friends since I was twelve, I would have lusted after her by now. I know she's beautiful, I know men adore her and I know she always manages to find the coolest, sweetest, hottest boyfriends, but when I look at her I'm still thinking of us as twelve-year-olds, shy outcast first-years at highschool who befriended ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my birthday.

I'll put on the first VHS/DVD at fourteen oh hundred sharp (14:00) and everyone's invited.

I don't want to get older, but I am, and I'm okay now about it.

En ik dacht dat ik wist wie ik was. Dat verklaart niet waarom ik vandaag eerst een half uur aan het ratelen was over hoe boos ik was op alles en iedereen, en toen verwoed ( Read more... )

Lowlands 2008 (Llow Sweet Home) check list

Number of:

- nights I was not in my tent till morning: 2
- times I took off my dress and threw it on stage: 1 (<3 Amanda Palmer (Dresden Dolls))
- times I joined dance & beatclubs, calling out TREES and LOWLANDS and drumming on trashcans: 1 night long
- drugs taken: 3 (one of them unexpectedly)
- concerts seen ( Read more... )

Badly want someone to want me
take me home so you can flaunt me

Wat was dat, een uitnodiging om mijn leven op te fucken, please? (cause we're not afraid of dying, we're afraid of wanting never to die)

In this country, YouTube doesn't work. I'm bruised in places people don't usually see, but somehow I keep getting stuck in circumstances where they do. ( Read more... )

Oh my God. So that’s why they say taking antidepressants and alcohol shortly after each other is not a good idea. And I was hyperactive like a ADHD-rabbit before drinking anything, too. I had lots and lots of fun. Wow.

(And also, Max? Has his own bar. And a deer. And a tractor. And a streetlight. And a pool. And a bottle of White Horse in the bar ( Read more... )

I can has you in love with me y/y?

So, to my professional writing friends - what do you usually do with the money you get for your writing?

The reason I still love getting paid for my writing, why it never gets old, is that from the first time, I vowed I would never use the money for paying off bills.

It would go straight back into my art - and so I' ( Read more... )

Fucking Russia. Bloody Russians. Ruined my night, they did. (I spent the last forty minutes staring at my hands, listless and helpless, not believing what I saw the few times I could get myself to look up. And when Ruud van N. scored, four minutes before the end of the game, I couldn't believe it, it was so good - and we lost in the thirty extra ( Read more... )