I'm waiting to go to the coffee shop. all online and shit. i need to get my pills today too. so ... i'll probably go in an hour ... hour and a half. well ... i should go. i'm just bored. and not looking forward to the car ride. i hate her ... and i think i hate my dad more for not mourning for my mom. but then again ... ;alskjf ( Read more... )

i read all these things and hear all this advice about relationships. heh, the myspace compatibility for scorpios was way off. i liked shawn as soon as i met him. dana told me that we seem as though we would be friends. so i really didn't wanna like him. i don't like being that predictable. but i thought he was very handsome ( Read more... )

I've been unexplainably tired. i could sleep all day. the other day, i woke up around 730a, fell asleep at 9a, @ the coffee shop! around 11a or 12 went to shawns house and passed out. i think we woke up around 3 or 4p and got food. went back to his place and knocked out again; til 1045p that time. it's gross. and i didn't even have a headache ( Read more... )

I've been wanting to have a major MCR session. but i'd need my p!atd too and my B R O T H E R ! It's lame and i miss him so damn much ( Read more... )

I hate it. I really, really hate it. I need to shave my legs. I got bras and some underwear today. And I'm going to hell for it. Please .... please no lectures. I know what i'm jeopardizing. But ... it's like a tick. I knew the weakness and i exploited it. It's not my fault they under staff their store ... ALL day. I almost got a dress too ... but ( Read more... )

So the job is going well. I'm still not really sure what i'm doing and no one is really helping that out. I have no idea when i get paid. And its really weird not just waiting til shawn gets out of work. i have work. it's weird. i missed working. but i don't like working now. ugh. dumb ( Read more... )

yea .. i'm trying to be clever. It's only for two days, but i'm opening at the coffee shop for veronica. I really hope she's not stressing and having fun with adam. Shawn .. i think is supposed to be back tonight. but i might not see him til tomorrow. and it's only 6 days. but i missed him. a lot. and he's the only person i see as consistantly and ( Read more... )

i must report back with bad news. i'm not sure what is going on anymore. i just know that i don't wanna be a part of it anymore. my uncle is getting more and more irratated with me. my boy is ... well he might be growing weary of this attitude i've had lately. i can't just dwell on all this shit. but what does it really matter now? i might be ( Read more... )

I'm at home, waiting for the unemployment offices to call me and find out why i left the job that laid me off. ?? lame ( Read more... )

it's all that i seem to be full of lately. my job is ending. i mean, we're closing. i found out for sure today, but it's been a rumor for about a month or so. me and my stupid little hope that things will just work themselves out. i left work early today b/c i couldn't stand the building. i'm so tired of learning to do my little tasks, just so that ( Read more... )