May 30, 2007 19:38
yea .. i'm trying to be clever. It's only for two days, but i'm opening at the coffee shop for veronica. I really hope she's not stressing and having fun with adam. Shawn .. i think is supposed to be back tonight. but i might not see him til tomorrow. and it's only 6 days. but i missed him. a lot. and he's the only person i see as consistantly and as much as i see myself. when i'm not at the coffee shop, he's the only person i'm with. it just worked out that way. i wanted to start hanging out with dana more. but i suppose she prefers those fucking losers (and smoking pot constantly [mostly free]) more than my company. which is fine. when i'm with her, she goes on about her problems and just smokes pot anyway. maybe i'm jealous. i wanna get high too!!
so i'm at my dads house for another night. i miss my fish. and i really want to have them in the living room with me. but if i do, those kids are just gonna run around and tap on the tank and make my fish scared to come out. it took me two and a half months to get my uncles fish to come out when i fed them, it makes me wonder how long it'd take for my fish.
and why the fuck can't that guy in csi: miami have a straight angle for the camera? i'm sure there are fan sites that could tell me. but i don't care that much. i bet SVU is on now. damn the cop drama!! and the puns are so much better in law and order. ugh.
either way, i'm just biding my time until he comes home. and i keep thinking about all his ... super cute ex girlfriends. i've only ever been told i was okay or cute. dogs are cute. hahah. i've talked to him. we both want this to be for always. he said nothing lasts forever. or there was no such thing. i tell him that i'm scared. that i want this to be for always. and he says he is too. at two months we were already talking about living together. he thought i was pregnant b/c i woke up at 7a wanting to puke. i asked him what he would do. he said he'd eat it. haha. i really do love him. and he already chose the kids names!! unisex: chalupa and chupacrabra. sp? hahaha.
hahah. tony hawk is in this episode. awesome. he's a dead guy. -sigh- time for special victims unit.
hrrrmmm ... cop drama.