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i should put this on my public blog. but i wont.
So, we've got a new Prime Minister. Julia Gillard, too - the atheist childless democratic socialist, of all people. Fuck yeah, people. I sincerely hope that the Australian public votes Labor back in. I am doubting it, but I really hope I am surprised and they do. She seems as though she knows how to handle douchbag press people too, if that press ( Read more... ) -
Ramblorers, more than meets the eye
I went off my antidepressants/mood stabilizers/antipsychotics again about two weeks ago. I was doing okay this time. Partly it's because I wanted to get them totally out of my system to see what the difference would be, partly it was because i really really hate taking them. I'm so sick of my mood stabilizers in particular - it's made me unable to ( Read more... ) -
stupid brain.
I decided not to take my antidepressants anymore about a week ago ( Read more... ) -
Vajazzling.
I'm laying pretty low at the moment. Nothing new, except my doctor is now testing me for things other than glandular fever. I'll know tomorrow. I'm still fairly exhausted, sleeping sixteen hours a day, and my joints are being a bitch right now. Particularly my lower back and my knees. So now she's testing for weird things like ross river fever, and ( Read more... ) -
There's a new Free Willy movie with Bindi Irwin.
I've been really out of it the past few weeks. My glandular fever seems to be getting worse if anything. I've mainly been sleeping 16-20 hours a day, and it's fucking killing me. My lack of ability to do anything has also caused depression to set in. It's all okay really, I'm just... I dunno. The world isn't a great place right now. I'm also ( Read more... ) -
Butts of buttsville.
I'm finding myself completely isolated at the moment. Having glandular fever is infuriating to me - I want to get out and do things and have a job, and just do things. Everything is tiring at the moment, and it's making me feel sufficiently out of the loop. As though all my friends are having fun and leading awesome lives, but i'm stagnant and ( Read more... ) -
Survey says?
I'm all kerfuffled as to what I want to do in life. Do I really want to be a photographer? I don't even know if I want to be running my own business, honestly. All i really want to do is garden, surf the internet, cuddle wendell, and talk to people ( Read more... ) -
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For the most part my mental illness is 100% under control. Occasionally (like right now) I am overcome with a wave of emotion that hits me like a tonne of bricks. Luckily right now it's a good wave, and i'm swimming in love until my fingers get all prune-y ( Read more... ) -
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So i am here at the photography unit of UQ. The reason i am eljaying is because we are waiting for the IT guys to pick up their phones. If this doesnt happen in the next hour, i am probably going to go home, because there is fuck all for me to do without database access. It is cool being around all this photographic equipment tho, i really want to ( Read more... ) -
Dream dream dream
I had a dream last night that I was at the Mental Health unit in the RBH, waiting for an appointment. Instead of going to the reception desk to sign in, I went upstairs to one of the wards and impersonated a registrar psychiatrist. I helped an indian boy, who was feeling suicidal, in talking to his parents and telling them how stressed he was by ( Read more... )