Butts of buttsville.
I'm finding myself completely isolated at the moment. Having glandular fever is infuriating to me - I want to get out and do things and have a job, and just do things. Everything is tiring at the moment, and it's making me feel sufficiently out of the loop. As though all my friends are having fun and leading awesome lives, but i'm stagnant and blergh.
I know it's a feeling that everybody gets, but FUCK man. I hate this emotion, I hate the sheer desperation that I am feeling for friendship and need for sociality.
It's normally not so bad because i do like hanging out with myself, but it's because nothing can really be done when i'm in this exhausted state.
On friday i'm having lunch with my friend Deeks. Hopefully I can make an afternoon of it instead of going home stupidly early.
I know it's a feeling that everybody gets, but FUCK man. I hate this emotion, I hate the sheer desperation that I am feeling for friendship and need for sociality.
It's normally not so bad because i do like hanging out with myself, but it's because nothing can really be done when i'm in this exhausted state.
On friday i'm having lunch with my friend Deeks. Hopefully I can make an afternoon of it instead of going home stupidly early.