Hey, i don't have any love problems lately because I found Mike threw Natalie and Alex.. I'm staying with him and cant wait till we start our life together. I'm really happy with that subject. I am very close with his mom, shes really funny and cool and ILH haha Everything's been nuts lately, i went to the hospital for something, my sister did and ( Read more... )

I really wanted it to work out with Jeremy and I and I am freaking out right now because I just saw a pic of him and I thought latley ive been alright with this trying to go on crap.. I just like him alot and I really wnat a chance in the future and I am not sure that it will happen and if it doesnt then im afraid that I would have lost the best ( Read more... )

I am so fucked up.. I dont want to like anyone you wanna know why.. its because when u do they dont like you or when ur going out w them someone always likes the other more than the other person and its REALLY hard. I wont lie I started liking my neighbor that ive only hungout w like 4 times.. im horrible and to tell u thruth Idk why I like him lol ( Read more... )

Time to get out some anger that ive tried to hold inside so it looks like im fine.. Guys are all the same.. I love you so much, BS kiss that comment and shove it up ur ass. I dont believe anything or take anything you say that seriously. Most ppl ALWAYS call me stupid and it hurts but did anyone ever think of what it does to me when they say it? ( Read more... )

How could I just let myself start liking him again! god damnit everytime. Why do I bother liking guys when everytime I do I either ruin it or they do, yeah relationships are chances one takes yes but why cant my chances turn into something more.? why cant I feel like I did once before with that one guy.. I really loved him and I keep realizing that ( Read more... )

So I went out w him for a day or well I thought so im not really sure but he didnt call me for the rest of the week and he went on his ms and it says single so i guess I didnt have to break up w him.. which turned out well lol my mom was right and I do do too many things to make other ppl happy.. espically w guys. Nothing really to say im just ( Read more... )

Why everytime im going out w someone or am about to something gets messed up! urgh! maybe I shoulda just kept with what I was doing.. god damn I start going out with Anthony this time im thinking im gonna try and like him more and see how much I can like him and then something REALLY weird happenes.. like I seriously am so fucking amazed.. its like ( Read more... )

So all the popular ppl juge everyone like they say I hangout with all the rejects, im sorry are they not good enought for u because u think ur so fucking perfect and sweet I have 1 thing to say to u go fuck yourself! why cant anyone just like me for me and not have to judge me by ppl I hangout with u can see I dress like w/e I want yeah I like ( Read more... )

What is a livejournal to u? to me its writing about w/e the hell u want, is it not? well unless u still cant because some people read it that u dont want to see. Anyways im not thinking about killing brandon or michelle anymore or well have bad things to think baout them really, besides that hes an ass but ok. Some things u think about ppl will ( Read more... )

I dont know its comming back to it again. I fucking need to get him outta my mind, its not even funny I tried I really did but then again I try to like ppl and still somewhat dont. Anyways yea its not fair I even tried to find someone else to make him somewhat disapear but now its just making everything more confussing like always. Wow my dad just ( Read more... )