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I really wanted it to work out with Jeremy and I and I am freaking out right now because I just saw a pic of him and I thought latley ive been alright with this trying to go on crap.. I just like him alot and I really wnat a chance in the future and I am not sure that it will happen and if it doesnt then im afraid that I would have lost the best thing in my life, something great my love life has to offer and if I lose it or even lose it forever I will be even more sad than I am right now and thats pretty damn sad if all I want to tell people is to fuck people over.. today was his birthday and all I wanted him to realize is that I AM the ONE for him. I dint want to annoy him with talking to him so I am not going to but I also donot want him forgetting me but I guess if he does then its not worth it.. im not important enought to remember.. I just hope he doesnt forget me because it hurts to know that someone you like alot doesnot think you are important, it KILLLs. If anyone reads this and has anything to say like any advice then please comment me back, Thankyou
-Tera-
-Tera-