Feb 25, 2007 05:14
So all the popular ppl juge everyone like they say I hangout with all the rejects, im sorry are they not good enought for u because u think ur so fucking perfect and sweet I have 1 thing to say to u go fuck yourself! why cant anyone just like me for me and not have to judge me by ppl I hangout with u can see I dress like w/e I want yeah I like baggy pants and then other times I wear preppy clothes and then others i wear stuff i thinks cute. I am so fucking sick of ppl I want to kill every fucking mean person and that would be alot of them. Maybe I dont have alot of friends or have a life.. I care but im not soo fucking lovable okay.. no one likes me, no joke. Im always left out of stuff and everyone always looks at me like im some kinda alien.. My sister talks to ppl and they ask if she has any brothers or sisters and she says yea Jimmy and Tera and they go oh she hangs out with weird ppl or they say rejects its like can u stop being a fucking fuck head for 1 minute! god im soo sick of ppl. At least my bro and sis have friends they are loved by everyone me thought.. Ive always been the one making the mistakes, im Ld.. and everything wrong with me and now All I wanna do is cry because yea maybe ppl think im pretty but no one likes me. So many more ppl like Kristen and Jimmy than me I swear I fucking hate myself.. And my life sucks ass.. everyday im bored have nothing to do and when I do hangout with ppl.. most of the time its Anna we sit in her fucking house doing NOTHING or go to TB. At least Sam and I have fun by doing little things. Oh yea did I meantion im a whore.. I dont screw everyone. I admitted it not like anyone reads this anyways.. I mean ok I'll admitt also that im not a virgin and most of the times ive done that were stupid choices but could I help it I was curious, god! guys do it whenever and whoever the fuck they want but if I do im a huge slut right.. yea I guess that means im pretty expierenced so what! Like me for me and if u dont like me thats ur fault because im sick of EVERYTHING being mine!fuck this, fuck everything. Yes I like teh word fuck its a fun swear wrong okay.. leave me alone.