I meant it when I said I haven't been this happy in a long time, and I wasn't attributing it to you- I was merely thanking you for every part you've had in it...
which you -have- had a part in it.
which, also, shouldn't be anything I should have to tell you.
it makes me wonder just how much someone should say. ... getting drunk and pouring out my ( Read more... )

full of confusion I wander around this town aimlessly and the urge to run away is taking over. 
if only I could go now.
right now.
I'm consumed with thoughts of leaving.
I've set my goals at merely passing this semester of straight bullshit (core crap) and then everything will be in my wake.  I desperately want to trade my heart of gold in for a cold ( Read more... )

some people think they're always right...
others are quiet and uptight.

I guess if I was to say it was starting to aggravate me I would be lying.  It's kinda like flossing... hurts so good. that's probably why I'm not done yet.  my masochistic ass enjoys some suffering. and yet I feel like I'm stuck in a perpetual state of being miserably happy.  ( Read more... )

I'm listening to The Strokes, You Only Live Once.
I can't wait to go to Bonnaroo.  damn. 
I feel like I can never stop waiting for tomorrow, and whatever curveball it brings reeling at my head next. 
ever been hit by a ton of bricks? try it sometime.
I love the way it feels.
definately studying till late tonight.  might even pull an all-nighter on ( Read more... )

I have found a new love in pandora radio. right now radiohead is cranked up and the music is definately what I need. anything to drown out the noise in my head ( Read more... )

on second thought, how about no ( Read more... )

I asked Stephanie if my "ch'i" was better today,
just asking her that made me snicker, not like I think she's ridiculous, just that... maybe...
eccentric.
yes.
*chuckle* ...she amuses me.
to my astonistment and continued amusement she answered me, "yes, yes... much better today!" and even though she's a bit over-the-top, I can see through it all to how ( Read more... )

is the answer none of the above
crouched in a hole like a mud-streaked fugitive
and everyday a different version of
pourin it away like a water through a sieve

hey better realize my friend
love in the end now you can't take it with
gotta live

if only for a second
I see a twinklin in your eye
gotta try

well its flesh and blood and camaflouge
paint it to the ( Read more... )

dumbass people.
we're surrounded... at least they are funny to stare at.
sometimes.
...
how can somebody knowingly disrespect someone else and not feel any remorse? I am truly astounded at my best friend and his lack of regard for my feelings.  self-centered inconsiderate prick.  and to top it all off, after confronting him and letting him know just ( Read more... )

people say watching and waiting for water to boil will make it take longer... and as I know that it makes no difference I'm reminded that life is simply a matter of perception.
and if you can always remind yourself of that, it'll save you a lot of trouble and heartache.
or it just might offer a deeper understanding, that could help you reflect on ( Read more... )