i miss my kha.

a lot a lot.

i'm going to start saving, i'm coming to see you, soon!! love you bunches!

and then i realize, i don't want to have a competition ( Read more... )

and then you get to that point ( Read more... )

i'm fine...got over that mood of wanting to hit something in like, 2 minutes! haha, i'm bi-polar....oh, i hope not, and i think not ( Read more... )

suddenly, i just had a urge to break something.

to hit someone. just wail on them untill i'm not angry anymore. till every angry thought that i've surpressed, every emotion i'm kept inside was let out.

or just to cry.

and cry.

or throw up...

**oh boy, i'm screwed up right now**

writing, b/c i should be sleeping. but i kinda want to write ( Read more... )

ooooooooook ( Read more... )

so i thought i would update....BECAUSE I SOOOO HAVE MY OWN COMPUTER NOW ( Read more... )

oh boy....the mood is back, and i can't get out ( Read more... )

hahahahaha for drunkin times in which i entertain clayton!! haha ( Read more... )