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i'm fine...got over that mood of wanting to hit something in like, 2 minutes! haha, i'm bi-polar....oh, i hope not, and i think not
anyways...had to update on the happenings of this weekend!! hello, my birthday weekend!! yeah....sucked.
so in turning 19 things have been going so shittly. like, bad, i don't like it and i want to be 20 now! haha
the party was some fun. i wasn't ignored, yay. so it was good at the beginning! except for the fact that miss nicole had to be all jealous girlfriend. yeah, brought me back to 9th grade. she would be talking with a friend, pointing, saying rude things i'm sure and looking at me! oh boy...everywhere i went that night, friends of mine by the way, would tell me how they are just sitting listening to her bitch about me. hahaha, i laughed. at one point she even tried to get physical!!! i was standing with some people outside, clayton was in the group and then she grabs her friend, comes barging in the circle, runs into me on purpose spilling my drink a tinsy bit and then keeps walking.
yeah, bitch. hahaha, she was even talking to Amy about me!! is she stupid? i think so.
and then night proceeded to get bad. i was pretty annialated, i don't remember much of what i did, i just kinda wandered around people. mostly sticking around amy and tori. but all of a sudden, we're being told to leave. apparently a fight broke out. then when clayton was trying to hold back one of the guys, that guy head-butted him, they got into it, and nicole tried to hold clayton back and got punched!! hahahahahahahaha
it's called kharma.
so the party was over at like, 3 and i went home very dissapointed and sad. sad face to me! but i did get 21 kisses, on the cheek, from guys! haha, i went for 19 and just kept going... lol so all in one weekend i relived my freshman year of high school, went back to experience the wonderfullness of a college hangover and did nothing. ha
sucky birthday.
and then in school we have been getting a lot of homework. i have two papers, two tests, one of which is two essays 50 points each, and i have to read and blah blah. no fun.
and wednesday i was driving home from an epiphany concert with janelle and totally didn't know where i was, ran a stop sign and got pulled over. yeah, sucks. also my tags are still expired, so i got a fine for that. $132. yeah, sucks the big one!
so i need to work more than ever, study mroe than ever and what am i doing tonight? going to manhattan of course!! haha, weston and trapper are throwing a party and i havn't seen them in forever. and i don't know when i'll be able to see them again....so i'm gonna go down. work will be crappy slow tonight anyways.
i have a crush on a boy at work. and he got a M.I.P. at the bar he was at last night. and a false id. charge and something else. i just want to hold him and say it will be ok! hahhaa, poor thing...... i hope he still gets to work. some stupid kansas law says either, with a mip or a dwi you can't serve alcohol. i'm perty sure it's a dwi, we'll hope.
other than that? not much....i drank last night as well. and should have gone home, except i started talking to ian, and he offered to give me a ride to his place to crash. so i crashed in his bed....not good. i don't know what to think there. i just know i need to stop doing that...nothing happened by all means, but he was all kissing my neck goodnight and blah blah. no ian. i don't like you like that.
i passed out...haha
wow
anyways...had to update on the happenings of this weekend!! hello, my birthday weekend!! yeah....sucked.
so in turning 19 things have been going so shittly. like, bad, i don't like it and i want to be 20 now! haha
the party was some fun. i wasn't ignored, yay. so it was good at the beginning! except for the fact that miss nicole had to be all jealous girlfriend. yeah, brought me back to 9th grade. she would be talking with a friend, pointing, saying rude things i'm sure and looking at me! oh boy...everywhere i went that night, friends of mine by the way, would tell me how they are just sitting listening to her bitch about me. hahaha, i laughed. at one point she even tried to get physical!!! i was standing with some people outside, clayton was in the group and then she grabs her friend, comes barging in the circle, runs into me on purpose spilling my drink a tinsy bit and then keeps walking.
yeah, bitch. hahaha, she was even talking to Amy about me!! is she stupid? i think so.
and then night proceeded to get bad. i was pretty annialated, i don't remember much of what i did, i just kinda wandered around people. mostly sticking around amy and tori. but all of a sudden, we're being told to leave. apparently a fight broke out. then when clayton was trying to hold back one of the guys, that guy head-butted him, they got into it, and nicole tried to hold clayton back and got punched!! hahahahahahahaha
it's called kharma.
so the party was over at like, 3 and i went home very dissapointed and sad. sad face to me! but i did get 21 kisses, on the cheek, from guys! haha, i went for 19 and just kept going... lol so all in one weekend i relived my freshman year of high school, went back to experience the wonderfullness of a college hangover and did nothing. ha
sucky birthday.
and then in school we have been getting a lot of homework. i have two papers, two tests, one of which is two essays 50 points each, and i have to read and blah blah. no fun.
and wednesday i was driving home from an epiphany concert with janelle and totally didn't know where i was, ran a stop sign and got pulled over. yeah, sucks. also my tags are still expired, so i got a fine for that. $132. yeah, sucks the big one!
so i need to work more than ever, study mroe than ever and what am i doing tonight? going to manhattan of course!! haha, weston and trapper are throwing a party and i havn't seen them in forever. and i don't know when i'll be able to see them again....so i'm gonna go down. work will be crappy slow tonight anyways.
i have a crush on a boy at work. and he got a M.I.P. at the bar he was at last night. and a false id. charge and something else. i just want to hold him and say it will be ok! hahhaa, poor thing...... i hope he still gets to work. some stupid kansas law says either, with a mip or a dwi you can't serve alcohol. i'm perty sure it's a dwi, we'll hope.
other than that? not much....i drank last night as well. and should have gone home, except i started talking to ian, and he offered to give me a ride to his place to crash. so i crashed in his bed....not good. i don't know what to think there. i just know i need to stop doing that...nothing happened by all means, but he was all kissing my neck goodnight and blah blah. no ian. i don't like you like that.
i passed out...haha
wow