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[away2mexico]

and then i realize, i don't want to have a competition.

i just want to have a relationship. not a real relationship, a friend one. the one we have. and i'm ok with that. and realize i feel stupid for thinking things like that.
oh well....
*Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth. ~~Benjamin Disraeli*

so that's my quote for the day. something i need to learn. but then again, why even show feeling in the first place? eh?

matt has come back into my life. He's been talking to me everyday, saying he'll cook me dinner, wanting me to come over to watch a movie. same ol shit.
in the words of clayton....
clutemax: matt? whos that?
clutemax: spencer?!
clutemax: WTF?!?!?!
clutemax: WHAT?!
clutemax: NO!
clutemax: dumbass!
clutemax: DONT!
clutemax: YOUR RETARDED!
short pib 7: hahahaha
clutemax: :-)
short pib 7: thanks
clutemax: JEss,,,,im serious
short pib 7: nothing has gone down, he is just calling me everyday......blah blah
short pib 7: same as last time
short pib 7: i don't know what to do
short pib 7: or what to think
clutemax: dont jess
clutemax: i warned you before, and was right
clutemax: Im warning you again
clutemax: and ill be right...again
clutemax: jst tryin to watch out for ya
short pib 7: i know i know
short pib 7: what do i do
short pib 7: i just stay away...
short pib 7: that's what i'll do
clutemax: yes
clutemax: talk to him, i guess
clutemax: but dont start anything with him
clutemax: cause he'll flake out
short pib 7: yeah, i know that

oh boy....