one year ago, i sat in this same chair at this same relative's house, awaiting the commencement of my year in Montreal ( Read more... )

sebastian emails to reply to my terrible weekend with sympathy, and, oh p.s ( Read more... )

Blip. Blip. The heart monitor was too much ( Read more... )

I woke at noon, then went out to L’avenue restraunt with Brenda (of Manitoba) and Craig (of a farmland outside Toronto). We didn’t dress up in Canada colours, but we did have a nice day, continuing out from L’avenue restraint down to the jazz fest, at which torrential rains absolutely soaked us through as we walked down through China Town to Old ( Read more... )

So, I woke this morning in an irritated anticipation of my French class: Intensive French Level 2, also known as, “perform for me you awkward anglaphone monkey ( Read more... )

I am now back in montreal, and trust me, at this time of year, this city simply melts into the bone ( Read more... )

today i waited,
got dressed up,
strightened my hair,
and found just the right top,
and then he went and made other plans.

As much as i tried to avoid it...

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if a girl could hold the way a man holds,
i wouldn't have to cry over anything.

but since a man could never talk through a emotional terror the way my girls can,
i know i'll be crying in good company.

thank-you to my girls.

"smile at the world, and the world will smile back ( Read more... )

today i was so close to really calling it quits ( Read more... )