welp! I went home this weekend...to see my mommy of course...and well I was soo excited, but when I got home...it just wasn't home anymore...my room isn't my room anymore! My little sister now has my old room..and well I suppose this isn't such a big deal...but for some reason it just tore me to pieces...I think because my room has been my room for ( Read more... )

blech...so I woke up this morning and I felt like someone had thrown me in a bag and beat with with a baseball bat over and over and over again....ugh...I hate it! But I'm uber excited cuz I get to go home this weekend and see my mom! and hopefully get some UGG boots, although it is sorta late in the year...I still want some! Hopefully this weekend ( Read more... )

I will have to admit that I was extremely disappointed this past weekend...I was so excited to go back home friday night that I just couldn't wait...as if that's my place of comfort because I know where I am, and almost everyone around me...just my place to call home...but when I got there..it was nothing but a huge disaster...I found that my ( Read more... )

well I hope everyone had a happy valentine's day! mine wasn't too bad...I got a new ring, a dozen roses, and a wax bear...it turned out pretty well! we went and had dinner at Ruby Tuesday's too...OH! I dyed my hair black too...that was crazy! It doesnt look too bad though..just a little different than what I'm used to...um..I have another job ( Read more... )

well what a day...I will have to say I'm rather proud of myself...seeing how I'm in a new town where I know absoluetly no one, or how to get anywhere...I found my way to Ft. Wayne...woot woot!! AND BACK!! and I didn't get lost even once...I had to go pick up a few things for Valentine's Day. I hate Valentine's Day more than anything...and well I ( Read more... )

So LJ and I went shopping in Ft. Wayne last night...and well I just don't get it sometimes..like ok...He gets mad at me if I don't let him buy me stuff...why? What's the big deal? I mean yeah we go shopping, and HE shops and buys stuff for himself...and I typically come home empty handed...but that's because I don't have any money to buy anything ( Read more... )

well today was my first day at my new job...I sorta felt like a little kid on my first day of kindergarten...like throwing up or something...anyway...I don't like it at all! which I suppose is normal...because no matter where you work, typically you absolutely hate the place for like the first two weeks...so I think that's what is going to happen ( Read more... )

hmmm...well what a day! today I enjoyed an absolutely fantabulous day sitting in a cubicle at my prospective workplace...signing my John Hancock to about fifty bajillion papers...hopefully I didn't sign my life away or anything major like that...I tend to forget to read the fine print...or I'm just too ADHD to pay any attention....huh...who knows ( Read more... )

...well today i began jobsearching in warsaw ( Read more... )

...as I sit here alone, I think of all the people I truly miss, all the people I have hurt, and all the people that are no longer close to me...

My new found love LJ, well he's so amazing, and he makes me sooo happy you can't even begin to understand, but sometimes I wonder if I am making the right choice, if this is really what I want to do...and ( Read more... )