...I just don't understand...
So LJ and I went shopping in Ft. Wayne last night...and well I just don't get it sometimes..like ok...He gets mad at me if I don't let him buy me stuff...why? What's the big deal? I mean yeah we go shopping, and HE shops and buys stuff for himself...and I typically come home empty handed...but that's because I don't have any money to buy anything for myself...and then he gets absolutely furious with me when I won't let him buy me anything...I mean I guess I kinda see where he's coming from..cuz like WE go shopping for something to do..and HE shops and so he probably feels bad...but I just can't make myself spend his money...isn't that rude?! I mean I told him I was sorry that I wasn't some controlling crazy bitch (AHEM! no names mentioned) and wasn't going to force or make him spend money on me to make me happy...thats PATHETIC!! I don't care what anyone says...if some guy made me spend all of my money on him..that I worked for...geez I don't even know what would happen...but I know it wouldn't be good...
On another note...after we got in a huge fight at the mall...all b/c I wouldn't spend his money...we came home and went to Blockbuster and bought the movie The Grudge...and well I wasn't impressed with it at all...the whole thing kinda got old to me b/c of the repetative "Dun Dun Dun...BOOOM!!" kinda thing where the scary stuff ust jumps out at you constantly...I hate that...I mean every once in a while its kinda fun...but all the time...I got tired of jumpin!! sheesh! gimme a break! well anyway...I suppose I shoulda gotten a new pair of shoes instead of the DVD...but maybe next time...haha!...
So it's kinda nice to say...I don't live in Crawfordsville anymore...haha! I mean yeah I miss the place...but I'm better off now I think...anyway..that town is so full of damn drama I hate it! It's absolutely ridiculous! I just don't get it..I don't live there..nor do I talk to anyone in that town besides my mom and my brother...and somehow...I'm still involved in drama...not to mention the fact that I don't really care, and well I'm not in High School anymore...bleh..thats one thing that I really don't think will ever make any sense to me...
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On another note...after we got in a huge fight at the mall...all b/c I wouldn't spend his money...we came home and went to Blockbuster and bought the movie The Grudge...and well I wasn't impressed with it at all...the whole thing kinda got old to me b/c of the repetative "Dun Dun Dun...BOOOM!!" kinda thing where the scary stuff ust jumps out at you constantly...I hate that...I mean every once in a while its kinda fun...but all the time...I got tired of jumpin!! sheesh! gimme a break! well anyway...I suppose I shoulda gotten a new pair of shoes instead of the DVD...but maybe next time...haha!...
So it's kinda nice to say...I don't live in Crawfordsville anymore...haha! I mean yeah I miss the place...but I'm better off now I think...anyway..that town is so full of damn drama I hate it! It's absolutely ridiculous! I just don't get it..I don't live there..nor do I talk to anyone in that town besides my mom and my brother...and somehow...I'm still involved in drama...not to mention the fact that I don't really care, and well I'm not in High School anymore...bleh..thats one thing that I really don't think will ever make any sense to me...
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*ash*