as I look back at this past week, it is just so hard to believe...I am just taken aback by all of my memories with Mr. Clay Priebe...the little shit...i loved him though...he was like my little brother. He and Greg used to get into so much trouble together...but all they would do was walk around with the biggest smile on their faces laughing their ( Read more... )

...we love you clay...

WOW! so it's been an extremely long time since i've been here...and how my life has changed since ( Read more... )

Today I received an email from an old friend. Someone that I used to know possibly better than he knew himself...my best friend...my first love if you will. Now I just don't understand why all of a sudden I receive a short note informing me that he and his current girlfriend have been together a year...why is this important to me...and why do I ( Read more... )

...only in crawfordsville will you ever see the most hillarious things in your life...for instance...a few friends of mine and i saw a very interesting "fight" at the one and only mall parking lot...i know i know you're probably all thinking its no big deal...but what makes it all better is this ( Read more... )

...Lose One Friend...
...Lose All Friends...
...Lose Yourself...

So I've learned that the people I once used to be with all the time, hang out with, party with...the one's who were always there for me...The one's who were always strong when I wasn't...who were always smiling trying to make me laugh when I was crying...Who were there to listen when I needed them most...The one's who would sit and cuddle with me ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be slipping away. Almost as if everything is twisting and turning, changing in front of me...but all I can do is sit here and watch, I wanna try so hard to stop it all, but I can't...It sorta scares me...I'm not in control of things like I used to be, I think I'm becoming weaker...I try to stay strong and hang on as long as I ( Read more... )

Today has been a pretty pleasant day, I must say...I had to work, but only for 4 hours..so it wasn't so bad...although the scariest thing ever happened to me earlier this week at work...I was passing ice water like a normal routine..and I walked in a room and saw one of my residents dead in her chair...how scary is that? I just wanted to freak out ( Read more... )

...There are so many times I wish I could be there...but for some unknown reason I find myself sitting back and watching it all pass me by, watching it all drift away from me...I'm scared I suppose..I'm scared to make the effort, scared of something going wrong...so I sit alone..waiting...waiting for it to all come back to me..waiting for my life ( Read more... )