Sometimes, I think it's really important to put things in perspective in your life. To look back at the way things use to be and see how they changed, how you have changed, and it really helps to see how much better (or worst) things are now ( Read more... )

Aging is really overwhelming. I feel like even though the days go by so slowly, the years just seem to go by so fast. I can see why people go through mid-life crisis's and date 17 year olds. Sometimes I forget how old I really am. It feels like I am still in my early 20s when I am really almost 30. It also can make me see why people date others who ( Read more... )

I had a couple of vivid dreams last night ( Read more... )

Your
Ultimate Roleplaying Purity Score CategoryYour ScoreAverageHacklust56.6%
Will kill for XP53.6% Sensitive Roleplaying59.49%
"But what's my motivation for this scene?" 54.7%GM Experience93.48%
"Um... You guys are in a 10'x10' room..." 69.3% Systems Knowledge95.2%
Played in a couple of campaigns 90.4% Livin' La Vida Dorka78.16%
Goes nuts on the ( Read more... )

I think I've talked about my fear of death before and it's something that for some reason has been lingering in me for about a month. A lot of young celebrities have been dying, people only in their 50s (my parents' age). I know I am 26, not 50, but time goes by so quickly and I am constantly thinking about it. At one point it was affecting me so ( Read more... )

Well, another year has gone by, it's been 8 years. I've told my story before on lj about where I was on that day. It's something that is pretty much burned into your mind for the rest of your life. It's so different to say you watched it on tv, but when you were there and saw it, it's a whole different experience. I am lucky that was all that ( Read more... )

I am incredibly annoyed... my doctors say "lose weight" but then my GP says, "I don't approve of you exercising because of your blood pressure". My gynecologist also said he doesn't want me jogging or anything because of my PCOS. So wtf? The gym in my building is free if you can either A. get a doctor's approval or B. Their trainer puts you through ( Read more... )

Wednesday I went to the gynecologist for a routine exam. They took my blood pressure and it was 184/124, so high that the doctor wanted me to lay down and go to the emergency room. I had to call Correl to pick me up since they didn't want me to drive and after waiting for an hour it had lowered enough that she just wanted me to go to an EMO. I was ( Read more... )

A lot of people I know seem to be getting married. Like people from work or people I knew in high school and college. I guess I am starting to get to that age where my friends are going to start getting married and having kids ( Read more... )

What are the symptoms of OHS ( Read more... )