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Sometimes, I think it's really important to put things in perspective in your life. To look back at the way things use to be and see how they changed, how you have changed, and it really helps to see how much better (or worst) things are now.
I have a really bad memory and honestly, I never blog anymore. A year or two ago I realized why when I started to look back at my old dead/livejournal posts. It's because I was always sad and depressed and when I am not feeling this way I am more busy living life vs. writing about it.
I decided to look back at my old journal entries again, because honestly since I have the worst memory ever I can't remember what I did yesterday, nevermind 5 years ago. Again, I was reminded how depressed and sad I always was, how obsessed I was with finding a boyfriend or how hurt I'd get by guys.
Now my focus is instead on planning my next vacation or having a baby, so different then how things were 10 years ago and I am happy about that. I am so excited for 2013, I have so much planned--a Disney trip, a cruise. Maybe we'll have more success with having a baby, I don't know, I just think it's going to be a good year. I don't get depressed anymore and hate my life, I am just married and happy. My job has got increasingly better and I don't really have many complaints.
So... yay :)
I have a really bad memory and honestly, I never blog anymore. A year or two ago I realized why when I started to look back at my old dead/livejournal posts. It's because I was always sad and depressed and when I am not feeling this way I am more busy living life vs. writing about it.
I decided to look back at my old journal entries again, because honestly since I have the worst memory ever I can't remember what I did yesterday, nevermind 5 years ago. Again, I was reminded how depressed and sad I always was, how obsessed I was with finding a boyfriend or how hurt I'd get by guys.
Now my focus is instead on planning my next vacation or having a baby, so different then how things were 10 years ago and I am happy about that. I am so excited for 2013, I have so much planned--a Disney trip, a cruise. Maybe we'll have more success with having a baby, I don't know, I just think it's going to be a good year. I don't get depressed anymore and hate my life, I am just married and happy. My job has got increasingly better and I don't really have many complaints.
So... yay :)