Sep 15, 2009 12:33
I think I've talked about my fear of death before and it's something that for some reason has been lingering in me for about a month. A lot of young celebrities have been dying, people only in their 50s (my parents' age). I know I am 26, not 50, but time goes by so quickly and I am constantly thinking about it. At one point it was affecting me so much that I was afraid to sleep. Now, anytime there is a death on tv or on the news, I get scared. It's like a constant reminder of how short our lives are and how it can be taken away from us any moment. Who will remember me? How will I be remembered?
I wish more than anything there is an "after life". I wish even more there was evidence in one so I could feel more comfort. It's just so hard for me to grasp something that I don't know is real...