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23. Your dream jobOne where I write books and then a substantial number of people pay to read my books and then I get money and can write more books. Failing that I suspect some sort of entirely isolated archival/data entry thing. I cannot be chief of the secret police because I would be instantly corrupted by the power and ( Read more... )

Today on "fuck my brain" and "fuck the world": Linds was late back with the travelcard, I was nauseous all fucking day, trains were wank on the way home as well, I worked a 9.5 hour day with a fifteen minute lunch break because there's something wrong with me and this really is not a stimulating job, and I got about three hours of free-floating ( Read more... )

Yeah so work happened. And Gmail had a hissyfit, and then the trains had a hissyfit, and I am having a womb-bleed, and therefore I consider it a miracle that I have neither screamed at nor cried on anyone today.

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Faschionis is live, here is me complaining about shoesI listened to some Just So Stories, some dance music, and a load of folk ( Read more... )

20. A difficult time in your lifeOwing to the nature of my whiny, present-focussed, perpetually-self-pitying brain, I usually think whenever things are horrid that it is a difficult time. "Things" may very well just be internal weather. And of course when shit was actually, genuinely, externally difficult, crisis-management kicked in and I stopped ( Read more... )

19. What do you collect?Partners apparently. Dust. Dead animals. Books but not in a very "collector" sense. I think my collector mentality which I had quite strongly and autistically as a kid was mostly removed by going away to school, and then by having to carry all my own shit a few times when moving house, and I think also it was never very ( Read more... )

18. The meaning behind your blog name

There is no meaning but "apiphile" was meant to mean "someone who likes bees"; but I was dumb.

17. What is your most proud moment?I note Nny's been using this list to be quite positive and I don't really think I can be, the moment I start thinking "what am I most proud of" I just think I haven't done anything to be proud of, or the things I might conceivably be proud of aren't worth pride ( Read more... )

16. What's at the top of your bucket list?I do not have a bucket list as I am not dying terribly urgently, and I think a list of things that I cannot ever probably do, sitting around and leering at me all "hey, failure, you haven't done anything and you never will" might not have a very cheering effect. I mean, there's stuff I'd like to do (I want ( Read more... )

15. Timeline of your dayHooray that's really simple at the moment ( Read more... )

14. If you won the lottery...

I would not tell anyone. That way my decisions, generosity, and shoring up of my own safety vs charitable behaviour would not be subject to scrutiny from outsiders.

There was after this a long discussion amidst the household, which ended in "none of us play the lottery" and some ruminations on HOUSES.

Dreams last ( Read more... )