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a new chapter in an old book... some things never change
it looks like livejournal may have come back a little bit while i was gone. it looks like i have a lot to change here. while i seem to be in the same place i have always been, the adventure between then and now has been amazing and should have been documented. but what was it that happened? oh yeah, facebook. with its one to four sentance statuses ( Read more... ) -
well then
alot of things have happened since i last wrote and a lot of things are happening now and in the near future. im getting old and everything is changing, you cant be punk rock forever. i will be trading in the stripping industry for the bar industry and i already have my foot in the door. i should be living by myself soon, something that i am ( Read more... ) -
wow so
its been awhile since ive updated, but ive been a busy girl. what with getting myself in a relationship with addison that he very quickly ruined and then him ruining every other aspect of my life. mostly coming from him losing his job and making absolutely no effort to get a new one, but also from him just being a complete loser all together. we ( Read more... ) -
so i was wrong
it happens. i thought it was okay to let my guard down and it wasnt. on top of being like every other guy, hes not even very good at it. everyone who plays the game knows you always avoid haveing your guys/girls in the same place at the same time because its not only a quick way to get yourself caught, it is also overly disrespectful. if you do and ( Read more... ) -
excitement
so..... i think i may have finally found someone. i dont want to jinx it by naming any names, but i will tell you this, hes a rare type of guy. he actually has feelings. hes sensitive and empathetic and passionate (about things, i havent even kissed him yet) and beautiful inside and out. hes damn near perfect. we have been flirting a little while ( Read more... ) -
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so appearantly he thought i was just calling to gossip about monica and her boyfriends fight, and didnt realize i was in it. he appologised... i forgave him. -
eventful, to say the least
so, i have been really busy the last couple of weeks. i have been busting my ass at work trying to put together money for a car and i have been out alot in my time off. here it goes ( Read more... ) -
so, heres whats been going on lately
i have become pretty miserable with my current situation. im living in a hotel, alone, with no mode of transportation. im also not getting laid wich really dosnt help with my mood. so what am i going to do about it, right ( Read more... ) -
he learns nothing
so, gary read my last post and got all upset about it. granted, i figure he would but i didnt write that post for him, i wrote it for my sanity. see, a friend of mine has been in therapy and one of her exercises is to write down all of her thoughts and emotions o attempt to bring balance back to her life. now, the crazy has been a coming on a ( Read more... )
