excitement
so..... i think i may have finally found someone. i dont want to jinx it by naming any names, but i will tell you this, hes a rare type of guy. he actually has feelings. hes sensitive and empathetic and passionate (about things, i havent even kissed him yet) and beautiful inside and out. hes damn near perfect. we have been flirting a little while but only recently admitted our attraction to eachother (yesterday he said he thinks he has a crush on the devil and i just about melted {i was satan for halloween}) so, to avoid fucking this up, im going to avoid all the other guys. you had to gasp, right? i know no one saw this coming since i was finally so happy with my single player ways, but thats always how it happens, huh? we have a date... i wont jinx it by saying when or what we are doing, but we do and im excited :)