Wooow, it's been a long time since I updated THIS journal. I can't believe I used to write in it almost every day ( Read more... )

in 12 days, nathan is going to be here once again. im excited because after a month long stay here, we're BOTH going up to canada for the rest of the summer. i know if you're reading this, you've probably heard alll about it already, but im really very excited. i stood in the kitchen the other day and i was wiggling, and my mom came over and asked ( Read more... )

A - AVAILABLE: nope, taken ( Read more... )

hrm... a description of how i feel now would be like a dozen daggers plunged deep within my heart and stomach, and then, to make it worse, have them twisted. Nathan left early this afternoon to go back home after a glorious, most wonderful 11 day trip. you may think that its a lot of time, but in reality, it's nothing. i was alright on the car ride ( Read more... )

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i found out last night that nathan has had at least one girlfriend who lived with him. when he told me that, it bothered me. not only am i jealous of a girl i have never met, and i have only heard him talk about... but it was the fact that he talked about it so flippantly, as if it meant nothing. to me, moving in with someone, and living with them ( Read more... )

OMG, OMG, OMG!!! IM GETTING A RING THIS SUMMER! he promised sometime this summer, but i wont know when... shit... i never thought this would really happen! what's going on!?

Sunday Nathan and I went to church, and then went to the flea market. we wandered around for a long time just looking at things, and then we got some ice cream. we sat down to eat it, and i, of course being my usual messy self, kept dropping ice cream cone crumbs on myself. Nathan kept brushing the crumbs off every time they fell on me. it was sooo ( Read more... )

wow, how fun had my december been... i finished up my first semester. i passed chem (FINALLY, w/ a B even!) and math, but i have to take A&P 1 over again, which isnt that bad. yeah, im pretty much done w/ alex, too. every time we try to talk, he ends up getting pissed over lord knows what ( Read more... )