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Journey Within
Change... I need to change. This is getting so old. Myself... Me... I need to grow up. But what exactly is so wrong with me? I don't know, but for some reason I keep telling myself there is.
I have nobody close to me... Rather I think as time progresses with those closest to me I may close off more of myself and may bring back the old habits of mine ( Read more... ) -
Take 23 Seconds and Watch This
Watch this video for three reasons.
1. The food is amazing.
2. Random abuse
3. For a good laugh.
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Pondering
I am starting to wonder why it is so easy for something to set someone off. In the sense of murderers it could be a sound, or something that looks like a memory that sets them off into a rampage ( Read more... ) -
Less
I have deleted myspace and facebook to remove unneeded drama from my life... yet it has made things worse. And here I am whining and complaining on here where I know people will just be more disgusted with me.. I need help.. -
Not Important
No matter what I do to make everyone in my life feel special all the time, they can't take a few seconds out of their day to give me a wish of happiness. If I mean so little to them, then me not existing in their lives should not be a big blow to them. But of course, it'll be seen as dramatic and out of proportion, but it's not just today this has ( Read more... ) -
No Place
I don't believe I belong here. Every time I think about Buena it brings tears, anger, and so many other emotions to my heart. Last week for Spring break I didn't even come back to my daddy's because I didn't want to be here with them... because I don't belong now. Ever since my sister moved in... I haven't belonged. Not that she gets more attention ( Read more... ) -
Thinking...
Do I try too hard for the wrong things? Is my mindset in one place when it should be in another? Do I try too hard in general? What should I be trying for? What should I be focusing on? What should I be doing right now ( Read more... ) -
The Werewolf in Me
In English these last two weeks we have been writing poems because for some reason once again we are in a poetry unity. I wrote this poem on a day that I had a lot of drama. Basically a Vice Principal made a big issue about me getting my readmit cause my daddy didn't want me to go to class unless I had an excused one, and the attendance lady said ( Read more... )
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