Journey Within
Change... I need to change. This is getting so old. Myself... Me... I need to grow up. But what exactly is so wrong with me? I don't know, but for some reason I keep telling myself there is.
I have nobody close to me... Rather I think as time progresses with those closest to me I may close off more of myself and may bring back the old habits of mine. It seems like this is the case.
I respond to those around me in a way that is reminiscent of the Me that wants to be alone, and sad, and dramatic. I am not only doing it because of one discussion, though.
My life has become work, and nothing but work. My romance is gone because we have to plan when we can be romantic, not our faults... But it hurts none the less. I think my brick wall is coming back... The one where, rather than letting out my emotions I keep them enclosed within a circle around me. I am cut off from happiness by the Berlin Wall I have created for myself. Oh god, what can I do?
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